Chapter 5, the night is silent and luminous

When I arrived at the hall again, I indeed did not see Gu Miyin; only Gu Yuetian and my mother were together, seemingly apologizing to Xia Qijun

"There is no need for your feigned kindness." Gu Mi Yin was truly in pain, her complexion was pale, and her forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat

Xia Han held the wooden figure and asked, "Who gave this?"

What exactly does Gu Yuetian want to ask

I am fine

Speaking of his deceased wife, Gu Yuetian's eyes also turned red. The fury within him dissipated significantly, and he let out a long sigh, discarded the broom in his hand, and said softly: "You should reflect on this; your allowance for this month will be completely deducted." After saying this, he returned to the bedroom, and his mother hurriedly followed him, wanting to comfort him.

I do not have a father, and Xia Han's mother does not like her, which naturally leads to her being treated poorly. In fact, Xia Han's background is somewhat awkward; Xia Qijun's current wife is not her biological mother. Xia Han is the child of Xia Qijun and another woman. Xia Qijun's current wife is unable to bear children, and after Xia Han's biological mother gave birth to her, she took a sum of money and left, disappearing without a trace

Many years later, I will always remember the confession of that young man shining brightly through the years

It is all Gu Mi Yin stirring up trouble, this is not your fault

Xu Jingchuan's solitary figure almost merged with the night, and I could not discern his expression. However, the posture of looking up was so humble that it evoked an inexplicable sense of sorrow.

Apologies! Gu Yuetian emphasized his tone.

I was very shocked when I heard this news, as I had never imagined that Xu Jingchuan's background was so pitiable. The fact that he got up so early that day to prepare medicine shows how filial he is towards his grandmother

Vanka stood in the bustling queue, and I recognized him at a glance. His brilliance was so overwhelming that he stood out distinctly in the dark crowd. Vanka did not speak, but wore a smile as he looked at Gu Mi Yin

In fact, it is not something valuable; cross-stitching has become popular in the school, and I have also started to try stitching a wallet to give to her

Gu Mi Yin said nonchalantly: "I don't care"

Xu Jingchuan's actions are truly difficult to comprehend. Nevertheless, I still brought the gift to Xia Han. Dressed in a different outfit, she was eating cake while unwrapping the gift box. The moment she opened the box, her expression became somewhat nuanced.

In the evening, everyone was at home, and upon learning this, Gu Yuetian flew into a rage. He stood in front of Gu Miyin and scolded, "Usually, your mischief can be overlooked, but now you are a senior in high school. If you receive a punishment, it will leave a stain on your record."

Young love is impulsive and passionate, burning through the entirety of youth like fire. Joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness have always been expressed in a grand manner, with a variety of ways to convey emotions

I also do not know

Gu Mi Yin, have I been too indulgent with you? Ever since your mother passed away, I have never laid a hand on you, but today I must wake you up with a beating!" Gu Yue had to go to the kitchen to fetch the broom

It seems that Xia Qijun is indeed quite fond of Xu Jingchuan

Aren't you going down to meet the guests

This farce has come to an end, yet the discussions have not ceased

"Nominally, my current father is called Gu Yuetian, and I must respectfully address you as sister," I said with a smile

Gu Mi Yin stared intently at Fan Jia, her eyes filled with confidence and a bold smile playing on her lips. However, all of this gradually faded away in the face of Fan Jia's prolonged silence. No matter how thick-skinned she was, she could not accept the reality of an unreciprocated confession.

Gu Mi Yin said with a smile: "This is just right, it is evidence of Ai Fan Jia."

Xia Han sniffed and suddenly hugged me tightly, saying: "Su Xi, besides my dad, you are the best to me."

I hurriedly averted my gaze, concealing the turmoil within, and stammered, "I... I have never liked anyone..."

I stood not far from them, watching the admiration in Meng Xilou's eyes, as the light emitted by the ring pierced my eyes.

Mother came out after taking a shower, sat beside me, stroked my hair, and said: "Today I heard what A Yin said. Xi Xi, don't take it to heart. If I had known it would be like this, I wouldn't have married Gu Yuetian. At that time, I considered these issues, and I originally thought that as long as I treated her a little better, she would be able to accept us as mother and daughter. I didn't expect... sigh..." At that time, I considered these issues, and I originally thought that as long as I treated her a little better, she would be able to accept us as mother and daughter. I didn't expect... sigh..."

Or, what do you think I can do to make Gu Mi Yin fall in love with me

Looking around the hall, almost everyone present is wealthy, along with government officials who frequently appear on television. I knew the Xia family was quite affluent, but I never expected their connections to be so extensive

This would not be considered a lie on my part

This time, Gu Mi Yin replied seriously: "My personality is too similar to Meng Xi Lou's. If the two of us were together, we would only hurt each other."

Su Xi, do not overestimate yourself; who do you think you are to even dare to call me sister? Not a chance! I suggest you leave the Gu family as soon as possible; you are just as despicable as your mother

In an instant, the entire playground fell silent, and his audacity left the principal dumbfounded

Did she ever mention anything about Xia Qijun

Xia Han took the gift, then unwrapped it, her lips curling into an unabashed smile: "Su Xi, your gift is very thoughtful, I really like it." As she spoke, she took out her wallet and transferred all the money and cards inside into the wallet I had given her.

Before Xia Han's appearance, Gu Mi Yin was the center of attention; after Xia Han emerged, Gu Mi Yin's brilliance faded, and she was filled with frustration with no outlet for her anger, thus she sought me out in the corner

At this moment, the person who is suffering the most is me; the originally pleasant banquet has been ruined because of me

As soon as she entered, she berated me without hesitation: "Su Xi, when will you resist! How can you allow Gu Mi Yin to bully you? Even if her mother died because of you, hasn't she bullied you enough over the years?"

Upon hearing my words, Gu Mi Yin became furious: "Who is your sister? Do not recklessly claim relationships! I have no connection with you whatsoever!"

Upon returning home, I poured myself a glass of water. Gu Yuetian was sitting on the sofa, patting the seat beside him, indicating for me to come and sit down

Xia Han put down the makeup tools in her hands, first taken aback, then burst into laughter: "Su Xi, thank you."

Xia Han's ancestors operated a pharmaceutical factory. At the age of eighteen, Xia Han's family planned to hold a grand event, unexpectedly, Gu Yuetian also received an invitation.

Meng Xilou's sorrowful expression finally dissipated, and the corners of his mouth curled into a faint smile, as if the heavy clouds had been parted, revealing the long-awaited sunlight.

Agree to him! Agree to him!

I do not know what happened to Meng Xilou and Gu Miyin later; I only know that Gu Miyin acted as if nothing had happened, frequently seeking out Fan Jia, who also pretended not to have heard the conversation that day and continued as usual

After the final exam, I breathed a sigh of relief, feeling an immense sense of oppression within me, so I simply climbed up to the rooftop of the teaching building to enjoy the cool breeze

The crisp sound reverberates across the playground

Xia Han tidied her hair, took my hand, and said to Gu Yue Tian: "Uncle, it seems that your education needs to be strengthened." After saying this, she held my hand and returned to her bedroom

A wave of uproar erupted throughout the entire playground

The repeated questions and accusations, along with the defiance and resentment in Gu Mi Yin's eyes, at this moment appear to evoke a sense of heartache

I nodded

Only Gu Mi Yin and I are left in the living room

I love him

There is nothing wrong with loving someone; one can do anything out of the ordinary. There is also nothing wrong with not loving someone; one can equally do anything.

Perhaps Xu Jingchuan is not that bad

For us in our youth, growth is a continuous process of losing, experiencing pain, and healing oneself

Xu Jingchuan was given to his current grandmother by his biological parents

This question seems to be more difficult to answer

It is necessary to add a modal particle to reflect my current mood. Xia Han, happy eighteenth birthday. I handed over the birthday gift, saying, "The gift is not expensive, I hope you won't dislike it."

Xia Han tidied herself up and came out to meet the guests, and everyone said she was beautiful and graceful, completely overshadowing Gu Mi Yin.

Gu Yue trembled all over: "Such a stain will follow you for a lifetime"

Xia Han probably has never seen Xu Jingchuan like this, and I am also unable to explain it to her

This matter has had a significant impact within the school, with reports of the principal angrily slamming the desk in the office. The school authorities unanimously believe that such behavior is truly reprehensible, and therefore intend to impose severe penalties on Gu Mi Yin and Meng Xi Lou, calling both parties' parents in for a meeting

Xia Han was lost in thought for a while, her expression vacant

The banquet has not officially started yet. I quietly made my way upstairs along the wall to find Xia Han, who was applying makeup in front of the mirror. Today, Xia Han looked stunning, wearing a long red dress that exposed her back down to her waist, very alluring. Her hair was styled up, adorned with white flowers and small diamonds, making her look exceptionally beautiful

Why do you think Gu Mi Yin does not like me

The principal called out a list of names, including Gu Mi Yin and Meng Xi Lou

In fact

After finishing a glass of wine, Xia Han, in high heels, walked step by step towards Gu Mi Yin. She coldly stared at Gu Mi Yin, suddenly raised her hand, and slapped Gu Mi Yin hard.

Meng Xilou maintained that posture for a long time, and only then did Gu Mi Yin casually glance at him before slowly extending her hand to take the microphone from his hand

I nodded, quite surprised. Gu Yuetian has never inquired about my personal matters; it is truly rare for him to take the initiative to ask today

Xia Han is certainly not an easy opponent, and when it comes to fighting, she is equally unyielding. The two of them kicked and bit at each other, their hair coming undone. A wine glass on the table fell to the ground, making a loud clattering sound. The wine splashed all over them, leaving both in a state of utter disarray

Gu Yuetian approached with a stern expression, striding over to pull Gu Miyin aside

Gu Mi Yin is venting her anger in the Xia family, and at this moment, she is smashing things in her room, with the sound of clattering coming from her bedroom.

I also harbor some selfish thoughts; I hope Meng Xilou can remember my kindness, even if it is just a tiny bit, that would be enough

Xia Han also mentioned that Xu Jingchuan had dropped out of school early and had been struggling to make a living outside, doing any job that could earn him money. Moreover, with his grandmother seriously ill, life had become even more difficult.

Vanjia suddenly turned around, his gaze piercing through the layers of the crowd, landing accurately on me. However, I did not see it.

A rare smile appeared on his face as he asked, "Are you quite familiar with the young lady of the Xia family?"

No one expected such a plot twist, not even the principal was taken aback

With red eyes, she angrily threw down the microphone and ran away

"Have you ever liked someone?" Meng Xilou suddenly asked

Regarding this, Xia Han displayed an expression of impatience, waving her hand and saying: "I am not going, it is too annoying. My face is about to break from smiling, ah... I am hungry..." At this point, her stomach cooperatively growled twice.

I will treat Gu Yuetian's words as mere background noise

She said in a low voice: "Speak quickly if you have something to say"

I am sorry, I ruined your birthday party

We are good friends

Xia Hanman said nonchalantly: "I have thick skin, it doesn't hurt"

I hesitated in my heart, but ultimately chose to help Xu Jingchuan: "I don't know either, someone gave it to me, so I just took it."

The questions posed by Meng Xilou are increasingly tricky and difficult to answer. My emotional intelligence is also not high, and I do not know how to respond.

I stood beside her, hesitated for a long time, and finally asked in a low voice: "Why do you not like Meng Xilou?"

He said: "Thank you"

On one hand, he treats Xia Han shamelessly, while on the other hand, he still thinks about giving her a birthday gift

Xia Han is also aware of these matters, but she does not mind in the slightest, after all, Xia Qi Jun treats her very well

The weather in Guyue is extremely poor

That day, Gu Mi Yin was dressed beautifully, her long hair styled up with a small crystal clip. She wore a white princess dress, looking magnificent and noble. Her mother was also in a deep blue long dress, radiant and captivating. I was originally just in ordinary clothes, but Gu Yue Tian found me embarrassing and insisted that I change into a dress as well. The beautiful dresses in the wardrobe had long been ruined by Gu Mi Yin's cutting, and we hadn't bought any new ones since. As the time drew near, my mother urged us to hurry out, and only then did Gu Yue Tian relent. The beautiful dresses in the wardrobe had long been ruined by Gu Mi Yin's cutting, and we hadn't bought any new ones since. As the time drew near, my mother urged us to hurry out, and only then did Gu Yue Tian relent.

I see... In the future, make sure to visit the Xia family more often. As long as it concerns the Xia family, please tell me about it.

To personally push the one I love towards someone else requires immense courage. I believe I can do it, for Meng Xilou is happiest by Gu Miyin's side

I am sorry, I lied. I have been deceiving myself like this, while countless bitter feelings have arisen in my heart, and it seems that something scalding is gathering in my eyes. The words I spoke were merely to comfort myself.

Solution: Because he loves Gu Mi Yin, this problem has no solution

Meng Xilou sat on the rooftop, gazing into the distance. He had cut his hair, and his hairstyle resembled that of a monk. The wind lifted his clothes, accentuating his slender figure. Having not seen him for a long time, I noticed that the contours of his face had become slightly more defined, with a faint stubble on his chin.

That heavy sigh made my heart tremble

Seeing Xia Han's intense reaction, I couldn't help but find it amusing. Her response was sufficient to indicate the issue; perhaps she also felt that her reaction was somewhat excessive, and she began to shift the topic by talking about Xu Jingchuan.

At this moment, the entire school fell silent, awaiting the heroine's answer

I shook my head

Xia Han's father is named Xia Qijun, and his indulgence towards Xia Han is unquestionable. However, his way of pampering is entirely different from how Gu Yuetian dotes on Gu Miyin. While Gu Miyin is spoiled to the point of losing her sense of propriety, Xia Han has always presented herself as sensible and composed.

If this were a play, then I would merely be the one responsible for the narration

After Gu Mi Yin had a fight with Xia Han, she had long since sulked and returned home. Gu Yue Tian was driving the car, and my mother and I were sitting in the back seat; her hand was icy cold

Meng Xilou cleared his throat, tapped the microphone, knelt on one knee before Gu Miyin, and passionately declared: "Ayin, I, Meng Xilou, will only love you in this lifetime. The back seat of my motorcycle is reserved solely for you. Although I am still underage, I have already thought about marrying you and spending my life with you. Will you marry me in the future?" As he spoke, he took out a silver ring from his pocket and sincerely asked, "Ayin, do you agree?" Although I am still underage, I have already thought about marrying you and spending my life with you. Will you marry me in the future?" As he spoke, he took out a silver ring from his pocket and sincerely asked, "Ayin, do you agree?"

While working on a mathematics problem, I inexplicably thought of Meng Xilou during a proof question

Gu Mi Yin seemed indifferent to such a fervent declaration. She stared at Fan Jia without blinking, pointed at him, and asked loudly: "Fan Jia, Meng Xi Lou dares to say he loves me so loudly, do you dare to?"

What is wrong with you

Have you been taken to their pharmaceutical factory by the young lady of the Xia family

Gu Mi Yin, in pain and unable to bear it, gritted her teeth and accepted my kindness by drinking the brown sugar water. She stubbornly said, "Don't think that this means I forgive you!"

The crisp sound silenced the entire hall, and five fingerprints immediately appeared on Gu Mi Yin's fair face

She suddenly stepped closer to me and questioned without any courtesy: "Did Vanga not answer me because you spoke ill of me behind my back?"

Why don't you go give it to her yourself

The principal had long been pushed off the stage by the people up there, and his expression was extremely unpleasant

Whether it is loving or being loved, both are difficult matters

I turned around to prepare a hot water bag and a cup of brown sugar water, which I then handed to her

I truly do not mind. The debt I owe to Gu Mi Yin is one that I can never repay, so it is of no consequence if she scolds me a few times

The banquet was held at the Xia family's villa. As soon as I got out of the car, a servant came to open the door. When entering the villa, I lagged a step behind, following them like a maidservant from ancient times.

Xia Han's complexion was already fair, and today she applied light makeup and defined her eyeliner, making her appear alluring.

I slowly walked over and sat beside him. As I turned my head, I could see Meng Xilou's handsome profile. Perhaps due to some internal heat, he had developed a few pimples on his face, which made him look somewhat endearing

It was only after encountering Meng Xilou that I understood that there is a kind of youth that is bittersweet

Such a confession, however, serves only to make a wedding dress for someone else, at that moment, my heart seemed to be bitten by ants, the fine pain pricking and stimulating my heart

Why should I apologize to her? Clearly, she was the one who struck me first

"Because I am unworthy." When Xu Jingchuan said this, his face was expressionless, and his tone carried an infinite chill and sorrow

Mother quickly comforted, "Ayin is still young, do not let it upset your health"

I will prepare brown sugar water for you

Do not say it was given by me

Why are you so foolish!" Xia Han had an expression of disappointment as if she wished she could turn iron into steel.

Meng Xilou does not love me, and I do not blame him. If it were me, I would also choose Gu Mi Yin.

Su Xi, is this something that requires a lot of effort on your part

Gu Yuetian said, "I will go take a look," and then got up and walked away

Love is always an unsolvable problem

When I entered, I found Gu Mi Yin weakly lying on the desk.

You are the foolish one. When you slapped, your hand must have hurt. I opened her hand and saw that her palm was red.

I shake my head.

This ... ... is not frequent either

Xia Qijun walked over a few steps, smiling as he tried to smooth things over: "They are just children, not understanding things; General Manager Gu, please do not take it to heart."

He handed me a gift box and said softly, "Please give this to Xia Han"

Xia Han, who was originally sitting, jumped up three feet high as if she were a cat whose tail had been stepped on: "I like him? What a joke! How could I possibly like that scoundrel!"

I envy Xia Han for having such a father

Life goes on as usual, attending classes when necessary. Fan Jia occasionally invites me to the library to read, but I have unhesitatingly declined each time. Xia Han's eighteenth birthday is approaching, and I am preparing a gift for her

Gu Miying cried and made a scene, refusing to budge.

I looked at him curiously and retorted, "What do you ask these questions for?"

I am immersed in my own world, while Meng Xilou and Gu Miyin are in a passionate love, able to announce to the whole world who their beloved is, whereas I must love humbly, not daring to let anyone know.

A hint of discomfort flashed across Gu Yuetian's face as he said, "It seems that the young lady of the Xia family is quite close to you"

Do you often visit the Xia family?

I will give the principal a small gift to encourage him to handle the matter leniently

The banquet is about to begin, and I quietly returned to a corner of the hall, sitting quietly.

Gu Mi Yin had never suffered such humiliation; she cursed and then lunged at Xia Han, engaging in a fight.

However, every time I saw Meng Xilou, he was lost in thought, as if he had forgotten how to smile.

Gu Mi Yin pointed at Xia Han, her voice choked with tears as she complained: "Dad, she hit me..."

Although I do not know what Gu Yuetian's true intentions are, I always feel that his ulterior motive is not simply about the wine. Even if I can make contact with the Xia family, it would be impossible for me to access the secrets of the Xia family

When the banquet concluded, I also bid farewell to Xia Han and headed home. As I walked out of the villa, I saw Xu Jingchuan standing on the lawn, his gaze fixed on the window of Xia Han's bedroom

I was taken aback, and when I turned around, I found it was Xu Jingchuan

On Monday, the school will raise the national flag, and all teachers and students will gather together for a struggle session. Typically, a struggle session involves calling out the names of those who have recently violated school rules, particularly those with serious offenses, to stand at the front. Alternatively, it may involve calling out those who are dressed in the most outrageous manner to step forward.

Gu Mi Yin's words made my face turn pale and then flush, flushing and then paling again. Her voice was loud, already attracting the attention of many people, including Gu Yue Tian and Xia Qi, who were in conversation and also turned to look this way

After dinner in the evening, I carried some fruit to Gu Mi Yin's bedroom. I had long anticipated that she would confront me, so I was prepared.

As soon as I entered, I consciously found a corner to stay in. Gu Yuetian introduced his beautiful daughter Gu Miying everywhere. Gu Miying has always been vain, with a false smile on her face.

Xia Han is my best friend, and I have no intention of losing this friendship

The audience whispers among themselves

After a tumultuous weekend, it is Monday once again

Gu Mi Yin smiled and brought the microphone to her lips

I just said: "I saw Xu Jingchuan earlier..."

I saw Meng Xilou's complexion change from green to purple, as he tightly gripped that ring. His anger was released without any concealment.

The clamor of the crowd makes my head swell and my nose feel sore

Quickly apologize to Miss Xia

The fact is as such

Gu Mi Yin did not dodge or evade, her eyes filled with tears, and she stubbornly said: "What is wrong with loving someone? Haven't you ever loved anyone? It is this mother and daughter who caused my mother's death, yet you are determined to marry this calamity! Do you still consider me your daughter in your heart?"

Meng Xilou sighed and said, "Is it only when one has never liked someone that one knows how to like someone?"

Gu Mi Yin showed no gratitude, rolling her eyes and coldly saying: "There is no need for your feigned kindness"

A guest nearby, seeing my plain attire, curiously asked who I was. Before I had the chance to respond, Gu Mi Yin seized the opportunity to mockingly say with a smile: "Dressed so poorly, she might just be a beggar from outside come to scrounge for food. Who knows, someone might steal something to sell it later."

But I feel as if my heart has been thrown into the sky, then it falls down, only to be ruthlessly crushed.

The embroidered pattern, while not claiming to be lifelike, does allow one to discern the outline of Xia Han, so the effort has not been in vain

The principal provided comments one by one, and bursts of laughter echoed from below. When the principal reached Gu Mi Yin for comments, Meng Xi Lou, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly rushed out and snatched the microphone from the principal.

"Dysmenorrhea..." Gu Mi Yin cursed a long string of profanities

But why is such a filial person so unreasonable towards Xia Han

I sincerely exclaimed: "Xia Han, you are truly beautiful!"

You are welcome

What I did not expect was to meet Meng Xilou

I stood up and said, "I will go get you something to eat; it is likely that Gu Mi Yin has already left"

Xia Han said word by word, "You go out!"

Proof: He loves me too.

I thought for a long time before answering seriously, "Although I don't know how to make Gumiya fall in love with you, I will help you."

My life lacks a male figure to teach me what strength, resilience, responsibility, and power are, so I have inherited my mother's weakness deep within me. Whether it is loving someone or living life, I always hesitate to express myself, approaching tasks with trepidation, and I never possess the drive to execute.

I originally wanted to leave quietly, but unexpectedly Meng Xilou had already heard my footsteps. He turned around and saw me. This time, instead of avoiding me, he said lightly, "Su Xi, do you want to come over and sit for a while?"

Inside the box lies a handcrafted wooden figure. The wooden figure is carved in her likeness, with each cut being meticulous, indicating that the carver put in great effort. Most of those who gave gifts to Xiahan simply used their bank cards, and some of the gifts were all discarded by her in the corner

I had taken some fruit pastries when suddenly someone tapped me on the shoulder

I hesitated for a long time before looking at Xia Han and cautiously asked in a low voice, "Um... do you like Xu Jingchuan?"

I nodded. In fact, cross-stitching is quite simple; however, since I am using a photo of Xia Han for the pattern, there are many elements that need to be redone, and the colors of the threads also need to be matched again, which is very troublesome

It seems like it has been a long time since I last saw him in my memory, or rather, it has been a long time since I scrutinized him up close like this.

I gently held her close, my nose similarly tinged with emotion as I said, "Aside from my mother, you are the one who treats me the best."

Beloved young man is growing up slowly, and I have not witnessed such growth.

In November, the weather is a bit chilly. Gu Mi Yin is wearing a thin shirt on top, with the hem tied into a bow, revealing her belly button. She is wearing a white skirt and boots on the bottom, showing off a fair-skinned leg. She looks fashionable and beautiful, not at all like a student. Meng Xi Lou's hair has become the focus of criticism.

No! If there is a punishment, there will be a punishment. If there is a record, there will be a record. I will remember Fan Jia for the rest of my life!

Xia Han is not surprised at all and answers, "My father invited him."

Two individuals with overly similar personalities are always aware of each other's vulnerabilities, and thus, when they hurt one another, they do so without mercy. Gu Mi Yin and Meng Xi Lou love passionately and without reservation; however, such intense love can instead consume them, ultimately reducing them to ashes

Meng Xilou realized it first, got up and glared fiercely at Fan Jia, then quickly followed.

She sneered and warned, "I have no way to deal with Fan Jia, nor do I have a way to deal with you. But don't forget, I can make Meng Xilou suffer. He loves me, and I can hurt him. So, you better not play any tricks behind my back!"

Time flies, and the first half of the senior year has already come to an end. Everything and everyone seems to have fallen silent for a moment. The time in senior year is intense and fulfilling, filled with beautiful visions for the future, as we strive with all our might